I'm seriously starting to have doubts about myself, about my ability to do well. I have never gotten A1 for Combined Science, which is really lame 'cuz Combined Science is all about combining the 2 Sciences together and getting a lower grade. My Physics never fails to pull me down, and when I do get A1s, it's for Chemistry, but even then, it's just a stupid borderline A1. OMG what is wrong with me.

I hardly have any time for studies OMG. Choir, MEP, piano lessons. How am I supposed to find time?!?!?!?!?! OMG. I am so screwed. Tomorrow's my piano lesson, I haven't even touched the piano once since my lesson last week. My teacher wants me to do my exam at the end of this year. I don't think I'll even be ready luh please.

And it's like. All my friends got A1 for Chinese; they were all so exuberant just now. I had nothing to be exuberant about. Ugh. This totally sucks.

Whatever. Bye. I'm sorry, I can't stop myself being so pessimistic.