Wasted. / ►Saturday, January 22, 2011 @ 7:08 PM
Was looking at some FB pictures and it hit me so hard. Lost friendships are one of the worst things that could happen to you, especially if the person concerned used to be close to you. And particularly if you've known each other for a very long time. And the person distanced himself from you for no obvious reason. Sigh. I wish I knew what happened. We haven't talked for.. maybe a year or so? And me, not wishing to probe too much, I just keep to myself. What's the point of pouring out your woes to everyone when they're not even concerned in the matter? It's pointless. So.. I just. Bear with it as much as I can; put on a brave face whenever I think about it and it gets me down. I don't think it'll ever feel the same again, even if we get to be on talking terms again.
But.. I suppose I should just carry on with life. Although it sucks when you know that you lost a very close friend who used to consider you one as well.
Ahhh. What's the point of moping. There's nothing to be done. I just have to accept it; hope for a miracle.
Debussy's 'Clair de Lune' is so breathtakingly beautiful.. It can move you to tears. Unfortunately, my rendition of it has not reached such impossible standards. It's a piece that is really easy to read, but very hard to bring out its nuances and expressions. Wow. I wish I could play well enough for tears to spring to peoples' eyes. Maybe, hopefully, one day.
Alright. I shall stop being such a wet blanket.
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Wasted. / ►Saturday, January 22, 2011 @ 7:08 PM
Was looking at some FB pictures and it hit me so hard. Lost friendships are one of the worst things that could happen to you, especially if the person concerned used to be close to you. And particularly if you've known each other for a very long time. And the person distanced himself from you for no obvious reason. Sigh. I wish I knew what happened. We haven't talked for.. maybe a year or so? And me, not wishing to probe too much, I just keep to myself. What's the point of pouring out your woes to everyone when they're not even concerned in the matter? It's pointless. So.. I just. Bear with it as much as I can; put on a brave face whenever I think about it and it gets me down. I don't think it'll ever feel the same again, even if we get to be on talking terms again.
But.. I suppose I should just carry on with life. Although it sucks when you know that you lost a very close friend who used to consider you one as well.
Ahhh. What's the point of moping. There's nothing to be done. I just have to accept it; hope for a miracle.
Debussy's 'Clair de Lune' is so breathtakingly beautiful.. It can move you to tears. Unfortunately, my rendition of it has not reached such impossible standards. It's a piece that is really easy to read, but very hard to bring out its nuances and expressions. Wow. I wish I could play well enough for tears to spring to peoples' eyes. Maybe, hopefully, one day.
Alright. I shall stop being such a wet blanket.