Hey (: I don't really have much to say, except that I'm sorry we can't be friends again since according to Samuel you said 'she was my friend'.

All I wanna say is this. I treasure and miss all the times we had together and I wish I had them back again. Remember when I said in Italy that I think you've changed? Well, for some reason I feel that you have, I just can't put my finger on it. I don't know how.

Do you remember how, on the second day in Italy, after breakfast in the hotel in Milan, I asked if I could sit with you guys, like maybe behind you or something? Do you remember how you just absent mindedly agreed and added as an offhand remark that 'Alita and Indah were already sitting behind you'? Do you know how I felt after that? Do you know what I wanted to do? No, I guess not. You were too oblivious to my feelings. Maybe you were too caught up in the euphoric wave of being overseas with your new group of friends. Maybe you forgot all the fun we had as BFFs (almost) in lower sec. Maybe you forgot the birthday card you gave me where you wrote that 'although we might not be in the same class, we still have choir. And that I would be the SC and you'd be the Tenor SL.' And you signed off with 'truckloads of love'. What happened to all that? Were they just empty words?

I don't understand.