Explode. / ►Thursday, March 24, 2011 @ 10:23 PM
I swear, I am almost at breaking point. Piano twice a week without warning? How am I going to get in any practise? Seriously.
My mind was churning so badly just now I couldn't even do my Math. Can someone tell me what to do, please. Omg !#76%#*!@(*!^$*(@Y. To think I was so happy just now. Why does it always have to happen like that? Why must I always feel like that after I feel happy? WHY WHY WHY. Why does it always have to be so drastic. Why. Why. Why. ANSWER ME.
Omg I AM SO SCREWED LA. I don't know what's going on in my mind. I desperately need to complete my homework, yet when I try to do it, I can't concentrate. Because I'm distracted. Not for the reasons you might think. There are just too many things happening right now. SHIT. Like, which position should I sacrifice. The dumb Chrystal one, or Lit rep, that I love so much? Heck. I don't care if being a subject rep doesn't reflect as well on my portfolio. TO HELL WITH CHRYSTAL. Crystal with a 'h'? Seriously?!
OKAY WHATEVER.